Энциклопедия

1. Same Face

spending all my time
trying to prove to myself
you're not as hollow
as you seem...

suffering and love seem to have the same face
same face...

wasting all my love
trying to make you feel
trying to make you believe
what your fading eyes can't see

leading this soul towards the end

ominous like a disease
ghastly throughts seem paltry

suffering and love seem to have the same face
same face...
suffering and love seem to have the same face
for me...
for you...


2. Languish

bewailing my memories
my death is all that i claim
nothing could fill my inanity
my opaque apathy bleeds...

afraid of this slow decay
you see me fading away...

befog my mind
stay by my side
please don't leave me here
please don't leave me...

attached to this gloom i see
raping myself to be free...

befog my mind
stay by my side
please don't leave me here
please don't leave me...

befog my mind
stay by my side
please don't leave me here
please don't leave me...
crush all my faith
sorrow turns to hate
please don't leave me here
please don't save my life...


3. Taint Of Shame

with this loathe engrained in me
i falter in despair
i perish away in my taint of shame
lost, astray again...

lapsed in the enchantress mind
submissive, scorned with no will to find
she strangles me again...

asunder of the painful theft
theft of all i had
i feel so ashamed, embraced with hate
as death leaves me to wait...

and she makes me cry
and crumble like a child
i will no more endure
this rape so wild

lapsed in the enchantress mind
submissive, scorned with no will to find
she strangles me again...

i pray this stair to end
i can't go deeper
i see no light, no end...

and she makes me cry
and crumble like a child
i will no more endure
this rape so wild

lapsed in the enchantress mind
submissive, scorned with no will to find
she strangles me again...

i pray this stair to end
i can't go deeper
i see no light, no end...


4. Mind In Disguise

felt a stream of desire
will i see you again
disappeared on a frail lonely path
still your face i retain...

reaching out to grasp your hand again
still i can't find you

loast my mind to disguise
will i see you again
lost the world as my weakness came
through
i'll be waiting for you...

reaching out to grasp your hand again
still gone the only thing i need
i burst inside, i scream
i wish you back again...

reaching out to grasp your hand again
still gone the only thing i need
i burst inside, i scream
i wish you back again...


5. In Debris

deluded into despair
this emptiness
more than i can bear
all i own is pain and sorrow
all i know is guilt
anxiety, disgust of tomorrow
i'm drowning in my filth...

i will never see you as you are
your shallow soul blinds me

all i feel in this weary hour
is weakness and dismay
in solitude
thoughts resolve around your way
all i see is you
slipping further away
lost in a void of grey...

i will never see you as you are
your shallow soul blinds me

i see you
all this hate for you
i feel you
all this love for you

i will never see you as you are
your shallow soul blinds me

i see you
all this hate for you
i feel you
all this love for you


6. Ashen Eyes

you imbue me
you imbue me with your seed
and all i see
is me reclining you...

i see it all
my ashen eyes still see it all
still trying hard
too keep myself away
from where i feel you...

everyone's watching
but still i die, you soar...
although i am gone,
a leechrope found
but still you soar...

but it always ends
it always ends in my pain
love is grief
love always turns to hate
and hate turns on me...

everyone's watching
but still i die, you soar...
although i am gone,
a leechrope found
but still you soar...


7. Enticed

yearning for life
weak search for faith
see them all allow themselves
to be part of this waste
see weak vanish away
see them live with the lie
see just another betrayal
see how they die...

Abusing the weak to relieve your own bane
controlling the weak to the free from your pain
to see you like this will draw tears from my eyes
you've been ... you've been enticed...

crying out for a helping hand
just to find that it's gone
for you this world has been belied
you lone in dawn
see weak vanish away
see them live with the lie
see just another betrayal
see how they die...

Abusing the weak to relieve your own bane
controlling the weak to the free from your pain
to see you like this will draw tears from my eyes
you've been ... you've been enticed...


8. Moulded Pain

i hide from truth
living in denial
caught in a dream
afraid of waking
see through tears
uncried and forgotten
someone save me ...
save me from myself

i'd rather die true than live a lie
open eyes and open wrists i face...
the truth...

the higher i climb
the deeper i fall
a downward spiral
to my destruction
my own mind
is my prison
is this the way...
the way it has to end...?

i'd rather die true than live a lie
open eyes and open wrists i face...
the truth...

see through tears
uncried and forgotten
see through tears

in a crowd but all alone
isolated by myself
left alone with my own pain
moulded by my own hands...