Энциклопедия

1. Erased / Relived

[Music: M.Carlsson / Ablaze My Sorrow]
[Lyrics: M.Carlsson]

Black shadows creeping down the wall
Another life is about to end
I can feel the hour creeping closer now
Today it's my execution day

Without fear in my eyes
I walk 30 meters to the chair
The thoughts thatrush through my brain
Makes me once again see their pain

Kill me, set me free
Come to me beautiful death
Kill me, set me free
Feel the pleasure of killing me

I rather dead forever 
Then living without my needs

When the lightning strike through my eyes
And my skin starts to burn
This act will give you satisfaction
You think you have saved the world


2. Suicidal

[Music: M.Carlsson / Ablaze My Sorrow]
[Lyrics: D.Linden]

I can't close my eyes
Staring straight into the empty sky
Feeling trapped an overfilled with lies
I can't deny
These lovely thoughts of death has crossed my mind

I can't deny
Death is on my mind

I can't close my eyes
I'm feeling trapped inside a world of lies
I can't see what's real, it's all disguised
I can't deny
These lovely thoughts of death has crossed my mind

I hate this world 
I hate this life

I focus on the strength 
The strength I'm building up inside 
I feel it growing stronger every day 
Strong enough to take my life away

I have closed my eyes
My final rest saved me from all those lies
It's over, I'm free from this pain called life
I can't deny
I'm dead, I'm cold, I'm six feet under ground

I can't deny
I'm dead, I'm cold, it ain't no lie

I focus on the strength 
The strength I'm building up inside
I feel it growing stronger every day 
Strong enough to take my life away

Suicidal!


3. Where The Strong Live Forever

[Music: D.Linden / M.Carlsson / Ablaze My Sorrow]
[Lyrics: K.Lonnsjo]

Bom to die, our fate has been sealed
The webs of life spun since day one 
Odin father of death, our paths will cross
In the halls of Valhalla well feast, warriors from north

These seas whipped by the fury of Jormundgand 
These mountains born from the teeth of Ymer
Beautiful and majestic, forever in my heart

The setting sun burns my eyes
Will this be my last or will I again see it rise?

Ancestral pride burns in me 
I am the king of the northern sea

A battle is raging soon to be won 
I raise my sword to Bur and Bestlas son 
Can't remember how many I have slain 
Then, all I feel is the burning pain

A fatal wound has appeared
But I'm not afraid it's nothing I feared

Ancestral pride burns in me 
I am now set forever free

Chilling winds caress my body 
The rain falls hard on my face
As I gaze up to the sky 
Clouds gather and thunder roars

Valkyries ride down to me 
Einherjer is what I'll be
I ride with them to the golden halls 
Deep within Asgards walls


4. Machine Supreme

[Music: D.Linden / Ablaze My Sorrow]
[Lyrics: K.Lonnsjo]

Divine warmachine, terror on wheels of steel
Engine roaring like thunder on the field
Is it Hell? Is it Eden?
No sympathy, no peace
Just anger, hate and fury

Suffering an higher art of pleasure
Pain, revel in this agony
Soldier, living for the kill
Soldier, living for the thrill

No mercy, crush the weak
High on blood, feel the rush
Fire guns, destroy the hush

FIRE!!!

Supremacy through shells of steel
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
Charging forwards, no turning back
Engage in battle, ATTACK ATTACK! 

Metallic wagons of fear invading everywhere
Yeah... Hell is here...


5. Paradies

[Music: M.Carlsson / Ablaze My Sorrow]
[Lyrics: K.Lonnsjo]

Gazing up to the blackened sky
Makes part of me slowly die
Among a clouds I can see a dove
The messenger of love

Follow it, they said, to paradise
Afterwards I hate them and their lies
It was the beginning of my demise

I've been in Paradise, don't want to go back
It makes my feeling go numb and black
I couldn't find the desire of my heart
It was far away and slowly breaking apart

Hypocrisy and lies
There is no fucking paradise
Looking for the love of my life
It isn't in your fucking Paradise

I'm grasping for air, so thick I can't breathe
Inhale, exhale, asphyxiate
Among a clouds I can see a dove
The messenger of love


6. Retention Of Illusion

[Music: M.Carlsson / Ablaze My Sorrow]
[Lyrics: K.Lonnsjo]

Faithful believers of a nonexisting god 
Waste all your life on your bare knees 
Reality a word unknown 
Passing your head with a gentle nod
Brainwashed from the day of your birth

Religious fanatic from the cradle to the grave 
Christian pedophiliac is that your way to save?
Why can't you see beyond, the illusion, the lie 
Just sitting there praying to an empty sky

You are maggots, sheep's that walk in flock 
Not able to think on your own 
Don't come to me begging for mercy 
No fucking remorse, you are going down

Religious fanatic from the cradle to the grave
Christian pedophiliac is that your way to save? 
Why can't you see beyond, the illusion, the lie 
Just sitting there praying to an empty sky

I hate you
I curse you
The truth is what I speak
My words is your defeat

Day in day out before your precious icon 
Your life is mine to waste 
Blindfolded "men" of god
I deny your lords existence! 
Holy father nothing more than phantasm
Pestilential lord of lies


7. Thou Shalt Forever Suffer

[Music: Ablaze My Sorrow]
[Lyrics: K.Lonnsjo / A.Brorsson]
[Arrangement: S.Luckander / F.Larnemo]

The world seems to matter no more
I'm standing by the threshold to the door
Where death is waiting on the other side
Chained to the shore awaiting the coming tide

As the shining steel caresses me flesh
I depart on a journey beyond life and death
Domain of the damned is where I will dwell
I bid you welcome - welcome to hell


8. Shrouded Are The Pleasures Of Flesh

[Music: D.Linden / Ablaze My Sorrow]
[Lyrics: K.Lonnsjo]

There is things about me you don't know 
There is feelings in me I'll never show 
It's an eerie sound in my head
Why cann't I ever sleep?

Insomnia
Dementia
Paranoia
Phobia

Sleepless nights I lie alone
Watching watching on the wall 
Hour after hour until the light of day 
Then with the sun they disappear

It's calling for me in tongues I've never heard
Telling me to kill, telling me to die 
Voices In the darkness of my mind 
Like a child's painful cry

Other occasions they command me
By terrifying visions of reality 
I hope that some day I will be free 
Now I'm lost within myself

Growing more deranged by every week 
I feel a need to feast upon the weak 
Insanity wrapping its arms around me 
Enfolded I become enlightened and see

The taste of human flesh so sweet
I can feel the power flow from my hands to my feet


9. Heartless

[Music: M.Carlsson / Ablaze My Sorrow]
[Lyrics: M.Carlsson]

Give me energy
I can't control myself
I'm burning up from inside
There is no contact to your world
The flame inside me just died

Every day will be the same 
My only passion will heal my pain 
One day light will come 
For me it did never exist

True love is an empty bottle 
Which I made promise to 
True love is shining colours 
Once again it will be shown 
True love can't be taken away 
It will never disappear 
True love is here to stay 
Now I've got nothing to fear

Your world is a blind mans eyes 
That will show me eternity 
Your ear can't obtain my cries 
I've already set my destiny 
As we walk the path of life 
Which seems to have no end 
Alcohol made my cold emotions 
And the rush is my only friend


10. Slit Wide Open

[Music: M.Carlsson / Ablaze My Sorrow]
[Lyrics: A.Brorsson]

There seems to be no meaning 
There seems to be no hope 
There seems to be no meaning 
It's time to fetch the rope

These thoughts carve in my mind 
The scars they make are eternal 
My hate grows stronger each day 
The hate towards life and myself

I'm drowning in this vicious river of suicidal thoughts 
Stopped struggling for the surface a long time ago

These scars inside of me 
Now slit wide open 
My life has ceased to be 
Now slit wide open

This painful agony 
Come death set me free 
My life has ceased to be 
Now slit wide open

There seems to be no meaning 
There seems to be no hope 
There seems to be no meaning 
It's time to fetch the rope

Is this the last you'll ever hear from me? 
This remains to be seen 
Does anyone really care? 
I know that I don't

These scars inside of me 
Now slit wide open 
My life has ceased to be 
Now slit wide open

This painful agony 
Come death set me free 
My life has ceased to be 
Now slit wide open


11. Ad Libitium

[Music: M.Carlsson / D.Linden / Ablaze My Sorrow]
[Lyrics: K.Lonnsjo]

I will follow my desire 
Building up my dreams empire 
Not listening to your bullshit 
I'm free I have no sire

I will not hesitate
If you stand in my way
Then I'll promise you
You won't see another day

I am the one 
That fulfill my dreams 
I will live my life 
Ad Libitum!!

See my crowbar in your face 
My knife in your heart 
My fingers around your neck 
I won't think twice

I am the one 
That fulfill my dreams 
I will live my life 
Ad Libitum!!

I am a predator 
You are the prey
So shut your mouth
And hear what I have to say

Life is survival 
Only the strong will live on 
The future lies clouded 
For you, not me

I'm on top on the food chain 
Your just another worm 
Your efforts to pull me down 
Well they are in vain

I am the one 
That fulfill my dreams 
I will live my life 
Ad Libitum!!

This is our world
We don't want you here!