Энциклопедия

01 Everwinter


"I face the wall of a storm, that freezes my soul;
..with heart open wide I walk in..”

I close my eyes and let the wind embrace with it’s flow;
As I sence warmth commece in within.
I walk alone in the snow beneath the starlit sky;
I am free from the load of sin..

Into the purifying light I walk without fear;
I feel the frost of holiness enter me..

Frozen from the world I’m in;
State of mind.. ..of divine!
Everwinter..
Frozen state of my mind;
Divine in the world I’m in;
Everwinter is nigh!


"Everwinter – Divine state of mind..”

In the heart of the north I have walked through the snow;
I look back at the trail that I came.
One set of footprints I see, but now I know I wasn’t alone;
Because the trails are not mine..

Into the purifying light I walk without fear;
I feel the frost of holiness carry me..

Frozen from the world I’m in;
State of mind.. ..of divine!
Everwinter..
Frozen state of my mind;
Divine in the world I’m in;
Everwinter is nigh!



02 Welcome to North


Welcome – I invite you to a journey of your life;
Snowstorm – On the frontier of dishearten mind.
Walk with me into these woods at this winter night;
Gaze upon the starlit sky to see the northern lights..


Frozen – Scenery gives a glimpse of hope;
Chosen – Trail that leads through the drifts of snow.
Upon your soul caress of winds purifying breeze;
Just beware don’t breath too deep or your lungs may freeze..

Welcome to north – Land of raging frost;
Welcome to north – This is the haven of cold.


Threshold – As we stand before the gates of north;
Stronghold – The halls of ice breath precence of lord.
We walk further into blinding light that heals the scars;
Natures roaring silenced under my fast beating heart..

Welcome to North – Land of raging frost;
Welcome to North – This is the haven of cold.


Welcome to heaven of cold;
Welcome to north – The land of frost..

Welcome to north – Land of raging frost;
Welcome to north – This is the haven of cold.



03 Sacrifice


All for the love..

I walk into moments darker than night;
Through the walls of apathy.
And all decay from which even the sun withdraws..

Oh – Light may fade, but the fire;
Fire’s burning still..

Oh – Don’t ask me to understand;
My need for your love.
And the sacrifice..


My soul in turmoil of emotion;
I try to focus and close my eyes.
As the reason tries to overcome what spirit has achieved..

Oh – Light may fade, but the fire;
Saturates the will..

Oh – Don’t ask me to understand;
My need for your love.
And the sacrifice..

Sacrifice – All for the love..


Oh – Don’t ask me to understand;
My need for your love.
And the sacrifice..

Sacrifice – All for the love..



04 Painbearer


Eve of the cold I take a walk outside;
To escape the inner fight..
Wind blows the snow over my troubled soul;
Pain that won’t leave me alone..


Under the burden that makes me insane;
I fade away..
They pull me into their lonely world of pain;
A horror parade..

Sorrow in my torn soul;
And a war within..
To whom can I turn?

Hollow in my thorn crown;
The load of grief..
The pain that I bear..


All the confessions poured upon my soul;
The turmoil inside..
To whom can I turn to on my own sorrow;
I pray for my soul..

Sorrow in my torn soul;
And a war within..
To whom can I turn?

Hollow in my thorn crown;
Can I turn to You?
The Painbearer



05 Edge of the Frost


I wander through the wind and snow deeper into the unknown;
Old spruce trees and the sights of snowy fields I pass by;
The forest of my mind..

With fear I look the shapes and silhouettes;
One of them I stop to stare.
Black eyes of night looking back at me;
Raven of despair..


I stare into raven’s eyes and see reflection of my life;
I see the sorrow and the tears, the demons of my fears;
Memories that tear..

The snow glimmers like stars before my eyes;
The glow of my fate.
Black eyes of night looking back at me;
Raven of hate..

Raven.. On the edge of the frost;
I still remember it’s eyes black as night;
Raven..

Raven.. On the edge of the dark;
I can still feel it’s cold eyes upon me;
Raven..


I wish the visions be gone and to see them nevermore;
As in the dark appers a light, the red of sunrise;
The filtering light..

Raven breaks the silence with a shriek;
And spreads it’s black wings.
The grace releases me from my pain;
Raven of grief..

Raven.. On the edge of the frost;
I still remember it’s eyes black as night;
Raven..

Raven.. On the edge of the dark;
I can still feel it’s cold eyes upon me;
Raven..



06 Cold Streets


I feed the fire in the night and wish the memories away;
As with tears I watch the flames of departure.
I still think of you and it makes it even harder;
I can’t remember but the good times we had..


It was the love that become hate and all the wrong words were said;
I never wanted this to be, but still it is.
Seems like these nights are getting each time longer;
Longer they are when I pass them all alone..

I walk alone the cold streets.
Love is gone, cold streets.
Love is playing it cruel game upon my broken heart;
Loneliness is my only game on these cold streets..


The freezing wind from the sea blows it cold over me;
The sea lies frozen in ice as do my soul.
Seems like these nights are getting each time colder;
Colder they are when I pass them all alone..

I walk alone the cold streets.
Love is gone, cold streets.
Love is playing it cruel game upon my broken heart;
Love is no game on these cold streets..


I walk alone the cold streets.
Love is gone, cold streets.
Love is playing it cruel game upon my broken heart;
Love from ubove is what I need on these cols streets..



07 You


"I wait alone in the dark, for the gates to unfold;
Far and distant You are, far and distant..
..and so cold.”

You – Thee so weak in belief;
Everything you must see;
But I’m the breath of wind..

You – Science your own fate;
In your world you resonate;
While I’m the balance in within..

I’m a man of the ways of this world;
And when the night falls the wolf reappears..

You – Still it was You for me;
How can I believe;
Never knew like of You;
You for me..

You – All it is done for me;
How can this be real;
My refusal of You;
You for me..

You – Lie, steal and deceive;
And only time you come for me;
Is in your moments of pain..

You – Blessed are thou who have not seen;
And yet have believeth;
I’m beginning and the end..

I wear the white clothe through the day;
And when the night falls the wolf reappears..

You – Still it was You for me;
How can I believe;
Never knew like of You;
You for me..

You – All it is done for me;
How can this be;
My refusal of You;
You for me..

You are a man of the ways of this world;
But still I shine on the crimes you once did..

You – Still it was You for me;
Can I now believe;
Never knew like of You;
You for me..

You – All it is done for me;
How can this be;
My refusal of You;
You for me..



08 Suicidalive


I watch the snow flowing down gently from the open sky;
It makes me feel more alive.
I’ve been lying here alone, isolated from the crowd;
After my suicide..


Feels like my all emotions die, in depression I lie;
And they ask the questions why.
I can’t remember the scene, from the tragedy I see;
Just the red in the snow..

They try to hide the tears and look away;
But they just stare at my scars..

My broken heart pumped the blood;
Out of my broken veins.
Knife alone in the snow;
Red of life run to waste..


A new start I will seek, mind is strong but body weak;
I await my heart to heal.
Just like staring into light, I am blinded by this fire;
As long as life there’s hope for me..

They try to hide the tears and look away;
But they just stare at my scars..

My broken heart pumped the blood;
Out of my broken veins.
I lie alone in the snow;
Red from life as He came..


Alive!



09 Man of Sorrow


”Another lonely afternoon.. I just wait for tomorrow;
With longing and sorrow..”

I still see your eyes before mine;
Thou our time’s far behind.
In you; No more life..

The cloak of night ends the day;
Leaving me in the darkness.
As these memories comes to seal my fate..


Your blue beautiful eyes;
And starlit smile.
Haunts me through sleepless nights..

I still keep hearing your last sigh;
Your sincere forgiveness.
And all I could do was to watch you die..

I am the man of sorrow;
I invite you to my pain.
My lonely eyes reflecting;
Their appetite for revenge..


My thoughts keep drifting back;
To when you were gone.
I fell into this maelstrom..

"Revenge is mine”: says the Lord;
And if I could leave it to Him.
I would be so much greater being..

I am the Man of Sorrow;
I drown in this pain.
Your tearful eyes lie open;
As you wither in my arms..


Farewell – this is the end..
This pain – you were took away..

I am the man of sorrow;
I drown in this longing.
Your last sigh of forgiveness;
More love in death; than I have alive..